moirob

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well new year, same ol', same ol'.

went to see moi best mate on boxin day. plans where to catch up and go out for a drink. all was ok till just before we were suppose to go out and then i found out just how bad of a time she has had. we had a personal talk where i learnt some things i wish hadnt happened/didnt happen. i believe my only new years resolution will be to spend more time with S.

I came home to my flat mate entertaining a few friends. Which i wasnt in th emood for so i went straight to bed.

The same happened on new years. I stayed in on my own. At least i knew things couldnt go shitty if i was just entertaining myself.

I read/heard somewhere that people go through different personalities every so often, maybe every ciouple of months. I believe Im going through the "Robs not arsed" personality. Ive not made any effort in being sociable recently. What makes it worse is people think that there is something wrong with moi. But there isnt. I feel like my normaly self. Im just not arsed in having fun at the minute.

I suppose that the only way to go from here is up....but when can i be arsed to start being outgoing/fun/energetic?

5.1.04 20:24